Thursday, October 23, 2008

Emi ke? Angelina Jolie! No way!



What one word embodies you?

I am the embodiment of Beauty. You are a person that views the world as this magical place, finding beauty in almost everything. You find beauty in the most simple and fundamental things, as well as in more complex things such as people. You're not one to look for beauty, you just see it. You understand things for what they are, and expect nothing more.

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Na me!



What type of student are you?

You are a academic. You have the rare ability to juggle your workload and your social life. You maintain a good equilibrium and often wow others with your ability to do so.

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Am so sweeeeeeeeeettttttttt!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



What Flower Are You?

You are a Sunflower. You are spirited and vivacious. Willing to do anything to help others be happy, and ask nothing in return. You always see the bright side of any situation and are the life of the party. It is impossible to feel down when you are around.

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See! I'm a romantic! True!



What Kind of Guy Will You Fall For?

You will fall for the sensitive guy. You'll find your future man wherever turtlenecks are sold. He will have depth, introspection, and a disturbing knowledge of musical theatre. And he may be a little weird. But hey, while your girlfriends cry over broken hearts, you'll be having Shakespeare read to you every night.

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Monday, October 20, 2008

Thinking out loud... on a page

i have discovered that writing is a gift. for me, i write because i feel there is soooo much on my mind to say, and then it jus comes out interesting! its funny ow little insignificants can become of interest to people! why should myincoherent ramblings and sometimes, retarded musings sound like a great work of art to others? because, writing is s gift!

so i write... i write to reember, i write not to forget. feelings, happenings,thoughts and wonderings of my wandering mind. i write to find succor in my intricate articlations of my deepest ponderings. i write to immortalize my fondest memories of cherished experiences. and sometimes, i write to hide what i want to keep from time and from the listening world. so i can say it all and only i would understand what i have said. but ussually, i write, co i jus love to write. the climax of offloading pent up thoughts is second to none. i can fully understand as i carefully explain to you and to myself, why, how, when and what happened/will/be/should/ be/ might be/ or i wish...!

to some, writing is some kinda fantasy you escape into... well, yes... and no... if anything, articulatng your thoughts on paper opens you up to whatyou cannot hide from. so, rather than escape, it hits right in the face.

ok, so now i gotta go... i will complete this, i will still write.

Monday, October 6, 2008

Now, I'm Thomas Edison...

Its distracting... this way that I feel. It is annoying. I dont like incomplete pictures. In my mind, I'm supposed t ofall in love with someone that is in love with me, or that would at least fall in love with me. Not someone who propositions me with the most depraved and lewd propositions that make me tingle all the way from my spine to my finger tips. Its so unfair. Why can't things just be a ittle more favourable??

Yeah, I know, that is myopia talking. Who says I won't be somehow grateful for this soon? And whose to say how long I have to get to that time?? If there's anything to be grateful for about this whole experience, i want to know it now. If not, I'm seriously tempted to forgo my pride an sense and run into his arms like an idiot that I would be if I very well do that. At least, I'd be getting something, even if its really nothing. It hurt, my heart. Cos, its gradually shattering. Piece by piece falls apart with every thought. I can not accept the fact that he does not feel anything apart from this insane lust for me! I am a very likeable person! how can he not fall in love with me???

My vanity tells me that he is in love with me but just doesn know it yet. And my dramatics also ad that by the time he finds out I'll be long gone and he'd be running helter skelter to find me cos then he'd have realised that I am the only key to his fufilment!! And of course, my femine pride couldn't but include the fact that by then, I'll be unavailable and he'd be the sorriest and most miserable thing on earth for the rest of his pitiful life!

This too shall pass. I wish that would happen very very soon!

The A - Z of tags ( my version)!

A. Attached or Single?
Single

The attached thing is currently...
Yeah, right!

B. Best Friends?
Wandy Pandy
Funlola

C. Cake or Pie?
Pie


D. Day of Choice?

It has got to be Fridays. It signifies the end and begining of something.

E. Essential Item?
pen and paper

F. Favorite Color?
Green

G. Greatest accomplishment?
self discovery. came just right after God discovered me.

H. Hometown?
Ondo state

I. Indulgences?
Chocs. Burger. Creamy fatty burger.

J. January or July?
January. New year and then february is just after it! Yaaay!!


K. Kids?
We r working on that

L. Life is incomplete without?
God.

M. Marriage date?
Soon.

N. Number of siblings?
moi. ok, ok, I have 4 halfs...!

O. Oranges or apples?
apples, thank you

P. Phobias or fears?
being misunderstood.

Q. Quotes?
"Best things in life are free.."

R. Reason to smile?
Jus cos

S. Season?
Cold. Then I dont have to put on the fan/AC and I can wear a sweater if cold. There!

T. Tag three friends?
thinking...

U. Unknown fact about me?
I bruise easily...

V. Very favorite store?
dont shop much

W. Worst habit?
procastination.
Fronting for people I care about.
Not fronting for people I care about who want to take advantage of my naivity.

X. X-ray or ultrasound?
for...???

Y. Your favorite food?
Rice

Z. Zodiac?
Aquarian